She never says forever any more ..:(
My favorite deep thought is:
After you die, it is believed that you have 7 minutes of brain activity left inside you, and in the 7 minutes you experience your entire life over, in a kind of dream… Because in a dream time is stretched.So if this is the case, what if right now you’re in that 7 minutes. How do you know if you’re alive or just reliving old memories.
this kind of shit gets you thinking
(Source: ellliot)
And no I don’t care if u read my tumblr cause I don’t have anything to hide I don’t like that u feel that I’m being invasive reading stuff posted on here I don’t wanna be not told stuf that maybe be effecting you but you tell the world
Ugh
All inwant is to be happy and let key it dosnt feel like you are I try my hardest at times and it just dosnt work your the only thing I want and have ever wanted no matter how much I showed it it was always you I couldent ever stand not to be with you or to see you with someone else Thays my hugest fear that was my hugest fear with relationships always always I won’t deal with someone who would play games like that with my head or my feelings I know I nag about certain stuff it’s just I don’t really know many people who haven’t cheated .. I’ll never be one of them but neither will I be with one I know you wanna drink that’s fine I just am horrifically uncomfortable with you drinking around other guys and staying the night at a house with no parents in it …… Thays when people cheat .. I just want to see u and be happy I’m sorry I ruined your day but u then turned and decided to ruin mine … You promised for weeks that you would stay both nights I even asked you like yesterday and u said yes now u turn around and say no why cause ur gonna be somewhere else sturday might so u don’t wanna be not home all weekend. That’s fine I guess but fuk like there’s one thing I hate and it’s being ditched cause of somthing else and Thats what’s happing I’ve waited all week to have a nice sleep in the same bed with you not have to wake up or go to school and just be with you for a while then go to the cottage but not gonna happen now .. I love u with all my heart but I can’t stand shit like that I really can’t I can’t stand that I try to be nice and forget about it and tell. You how much I wanna see you and all you can do is be as rude as u possibly can to me well … That’s not me I’m not gonna do that to u so why the fuck are you doing it to me. I won’t put up with a whole lot of that shit … Your all I want and I don’t want anything to happen to us
